IMPORTANT!!!!! Please Read. True Story
This morning I was sleeping as usual to about
noon. I kept waking up periodically, but for
some reason I couldn’t get up. At about 12:40 I
went to sleep for the last time, continuing my
extremely weird dream. But it ended abruptly.
There was suddenly a picture of Jesus hung on a
cross dying. A voice similar to mine said, “You
did not serve me well then and still not now.” I
woke up alert, but instead of running like I
felt like doing, I started crying. I felt so
ashamed of what human kind had done. Still, I
took a deep breath and closed my eyes. The voice
came to me saying things, “I will hire you.”
“Hawk Nelson.” Suddenly the song Let’s dance
came on, “I don’t wanna look inside myself,
cause then I’ll have to change something else
and I don’t want to look like someone else, I’m
happy in my skin, with myself let’s dance.” I
woke up knowing he only wanted me to tell all of
you about it.
I’ve had a sense that I hadn’t completed a dream
all this week. Now I know why. When I saw Jesus
there I was freaking out. My human instinct told
me get up and run. But he had said something
important, and even though he sounded like me, I
knew it was him. “You did not serve me well
then, and still not now.” He was trying to tell
me he knew we would never truly serve him on our
own. We serve him when we feel like it. He still
loves us all, but he craves love from all of his
children. “I will hire you.” This was him trying
to tell me that even though we sometimes are
reluctant to serve, he still hires us to spread
his love and truth. He doesn’t care that human
kind crucified his son, because he sent Jesus as
a sacrifice for all of us. Yes he was still sad,
but he is sad when all of us die and rejoices
when we come to him. Now when I heard him say,
“Hawk Nelson,” it threw me off a bit. I heard
the music so clearly it was like it was playing
in my ear. I knew he was trying to tell me that
he hate to see us destroying ourselves and what
he created to fit into the lost world. He wants
us to be us. To stick out of the crowd and to be
ourselves. He doesn’t want us to look in the
mirror and see someone else. He wants us to see
him inside of us. He want us to be happy in OUR
skin and dance for joy because of it. |